My depression seems to be taking over, and I can't seem to shake it.
I just started taking St. Johns Wart. I really don't want to be back on medications mainly because for me, I would have to change medications every 2-3 months because I would just either get worse or back where I started.
School sucks, I cant seem to get motivated.
Just down in the dumps lately.
I hopefully get paid tomorrow, which is great, because I really need the money. We sent out ALL our bills this past week. So we're really strapped for cash until Friday, joy.
I'm also hoping I can get some things for Jayden's birthday, less than a month away. So excited but also so nervous about making sure this damn cake works out. But still I can NOT believe he is turning 2. HMPF my baby's no longer a baby.
Both Jayden and Nick are sick, So that makes my life soo easy. jk. But of course, I am lysoling the house down. They're both so cranky when they're sick and Nick, i swear, is a bigger baby than my baby!