Monday, 31 October 2011

  • 10.31.11

    So things have been up and down. 

    My depression seems to be taking over, and I can't seem to shake it. 

    I just started taking St. Johns Wart. I really don't want to be back on medications mainly because for me, I would have to change medications every 2-3 months because I would just either get worse or back where I started. 

    School sucks, I cant seem to get motivated. 

    Just down in the dumps lately. 

    I hopefully get paid tomorrow, which is great, because I really need the money. We sent out ALL our bills this past week. So we're really strapped for cash until Friday, joy. 

    I'm also hoping I can get some things for Jayden's birthday, less than a month away.  So excited but also so nervous about making sure this damn cake works out. But still I can NOT believe he is turning 2. HMPF my baby's no longer a baby.

     

    Both Jayden and Nick are sick, So that makes my life soo easy. jk.  But of course, I am lysoling the house down. They're both so cranky when they're sick and Nick, i swear, is a bigger baby than my baby! 

    Hopefully this week is a lot better. 

Saturday, 15 October 2011

  • A bit about me

    So here's a little bit about me. 

    I am 22 year's old

    I have an almost 2 year old 'baby' boy that I love so incredibly much

    I got married on March 30, 2011...we have our days :)

    I have been dealing with eating disorders since I was 15(ish)

    LW:89(08/2007) CW:189 HW:198(few days ago) Height:5'3

    I gained a good 70-80 lbs while pregnant

    I have had depression for as long as I've known. I still struggle with it all.

    hmm what else...

    I have a younger sister..freashman in college

    I work once a week for my mother in law..

    I'm still  in school.. ARGH.. This is quite possibly the worst semester EVER.. So hard

    I like to dance around when no one is looking.

    I like making lists of things that I will oneday get my son :)..he loves Toy Story

    I like to draw and color. I like to bake cakes... It's quite possibly the only thing I"m 100% sure will turn out right.. I suck at cooking

    I'm starting to work out.. well slowly 

Thursday, 13 October 2011

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